Why am I so stupid. My SAT scores are always wayyy lower than the minimum range I set for myself. And people who don’t even deserve it got better scores (Mas). Like WTFFFFFFFFFF?!?!?!!?! I’m actually not smart, and I’m freaking out because I’m actually just average and I can’t do this. I can’t get into a college that’s as good as the ones all of my friends are going to, and it’s going to piss me off for the rest of my senior year.
I’m trying really hard not to let go, because I’m running out of time to retake things so I need to do well on the June 1st SAT. Fuckkk. It’s just so hard to get my hopes up when I know I’m just going to disappoint myself again since I’m not at that level.
(Source: cherrybam, via enchantedmemories)